You were a bad habit I couldn’t quit but, like with smoking that one last cigarette I knew I had to.

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Hope.

“I guess I’m still holding on to something I know will probably never happen, because somewhere deep down inside me. I have this little piece of hope someday, it will.”

Why do we hold on to things that don’t make us happy  any more? If what used to bring happiness now only brings misery, shouldn’t we just give it up?

It’s because of hope, the hope deep down that makes us hold onto things. Wishing, praying, waiting and hoping that it will happen.

That hope makes it all a little bit harder to let go of things that we know we should.

 

I’m just so tried of hoping. So tired of waiting. Just so tired.

“When Hope is gone, time is punishment “

What I’ve Been Up To

So, I haven’t updated for a while now and thought I should. I haven’t bothered updating because nothing exciting or interesting has happened since the last update. Haha. I lead such a boring life… ╮(╯_╰)╭

Classes have started again and I’m basically doing all theory based stuff this semester and it’s just so much information to take in. I should probably start making notes now… I forsee that April is going to be a busy month. Going to have exams, bridging as well and plan the 2 year anniversary. :$
Only a month into the new term and I’ve got 2 assignments to finish. But it should be fine. Just gotta start which is the hardest part.

Aside from that, I’ve been working on a present for the bf but I was contemplating when I should give it to him. If it’s for his birthday or our anniversary I still have loads of time to work on it. Oh well, I’ll just give it to him when I’m done with it ∩__∩

Oh, I finally got round to dying my hair. Well, I actually dyed it about a month ago with the new  L’oreal fashion red hair dye. But it turned out as an epic fail. Only the roots were red which was just bad… I had black hair and red roots. Like, no. Just no. But I finally went to a salon and got it dyed. I had to get other bleached which made me die on the inside a little bit. Sigh… more hair treatments then 😦
I think I’m going to give the hair colour a few washes to decide cause it’s a little dark now and the true colour usually shows after a wash or two.
Here’s what it looks like:

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My face looked weird, hence the bread face. Lol

I’ve also recently restarted my new diet. Eating less and having more fruit. I definitely need to start exercising more though. Getting soft.. ick.. 
But I Guess thats about it. I’m still waiting on my package from cherryculture to do a post on the nyx lipsticks and a few other things I picked up. Wish the shipping wasn’t so expensive and took so long…

I guess till next time.
This was such a pointless post. Lol

Golf

I used to hate golf, I hated it with a passion. Didn’t like the early mornings and the lameness of it. I started when I was 8/9 and then stopped and picked it up again when I was 14.
After the second time round I swear that I hated golf with every fibre of my being.

Fast forward to last year, my Bf plays golf and it kinda drove a tiny wrench into our relationship. After a while, I just let it go. And I started thinking about picking up the sport again. It gives me some sort of sport to do with him and I can play with my parents.

After lots of thinking and discussing, I decided to give it a go and I bought my new set a week ago. I was deciding between the burners or the rocketballz and I settled with the rocketballz. So far, I’ve only been to the range twice and it seems to be going well with the set. But man, I am weak. After the first day, I was so physically tired and weak I could barely move and everything ached… definitely means I should head to the gym as well… 

I actually seem to be enjoying it this time round which is lovely.. 🙂

Anyway , here are some photos from the first day at the range 🙂

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New Year Resolutions

So, 2012 has now come to an end and 2013 has begun. 2012 has been a year filled with ups and downs, then again which year isn’t, but  I felt that I’ve learnt the most.

I feel that 2013 will the time for me to take all that I’ve learnt and to put it into use. It’s the year of change.

Every year I used to think of the same resolutions, lose weight, go to the gym more, spend less and etc. This year I just want to be happy and healthy and have less drama.